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A Guide for Returning Vets
Counseling, Housing, Education, Employment, Medical, etc.
Leave My Child Alone
Fight to Survive -- Letters from Iraq

March 2007.
Veteran Dies After VA Refuses Treatment For Days
Mother of Ailing Iraq War Vet Confronts Rep Obey Over U.S. Troop Withdrawal

August - September 2006.
AWOL Iraq Veteran Turns Himself In Instead of Returning to Iraq
GAO Report: VA Underestimated Care Costs
"I Am Not Willing To Kill Or Be Killed For Something I Don't Believe In" - AWOL Soldier Refuses to Return to Iraq
GI Who Exposed Abu Ghraib Feared Revenge

February - March 2006.
Juan Gonzales: Vet's Ills Mounting Fast
Soldier Says He Was Charged for Armor
Cindy Sheehan: The 'freedom' my son died for

July - August 2005.
War is hell, especially if you make public complaints about military
Grieving Military Mothers Rally around Cindy Sheehan at Camp Casey
Photos: Oakland Rally for Iraq War Veteran, Objector Kevin Benderman
Soldier gets 15 months in prison for refusing Iraq duty
Monica Benderman: One Soldier’s Fight to Legalize Morality

May - June 2005.
British Father of Soldier Killed in Iraq: "My Son Died For a Lie"
Is there any hope? Email received from Vietnam Vet
Another U.S. War Resister Flees to Canada to Avoid Fighting in Iraq Via the New 'Underground Railroad'
Growing Problem for Military Recruiters: Parents
J. Douglas Allen-Taylor: Opting for 'Opt-In'
Some school districts are challenging the federal guidelines for No Child Left Behind's military recruitment provision, facing withdrawal of funding over privacy infringement.

January - March 2005.
Burial-rights fight - Court sides with father in clash over where soldier will be laid to rest
Missing Casey - When a soldier dies, nothing back home is ever the same
New, higher veterans healthcare fees being considered
Growing Number of Soldiers Oppose -- and Refuse to Report For -- the War in Iraq
Pentagon Turns Away Mothers of Soldiers Killed in Iraq
Military Families & 9/11 Families Raise $500,000 for Falluja Refugees
US wounded in Iraq reaches 10,000

2004     


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GAO Report: VA Underestimated Care Costs

By JENNIFER TALHELM, Associated Press Writer
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
(09-20) 18:17 PDT WASHINGTON, (AP) --


The government used prewar data to estimate the cost of caring for veterans from Iraq and Afghanistan, contributing to a $3 billion budget shortfall at the Veterans Affairs Department since 2005, congressional investigators say.


The department used "unrealistic assumptions, errors in estimation and insufficient data" to project its budget, the Government Accountability Office said in a report Wednesday.


Investigators also said the VA failed to estimate correctly the costs for these war veterans partly because the agency could not get accurate information from the Defense Department.


In addition, the VA agency failed to tell Congress in a timely way that it was struggling to meet its expenses. The problems led officials to make requests for an extra $3 billion last year, according to the GAO.


Department officials said they agreed with the findings and were working to improve. Secretary Jim Nicholson said in a statement that the VA uses "highly reliable actuarial projections of health care demand" but that the agency continues to "refine" its modeling.


"The bottom line is to provide the leading-edge health care and benefits that our veterans deserve," he said.


Democrats, who requested the report, used it to criticize the Bush administration for what they said was inadequate care of veterans from the two wars. The VA will receive about $31.5 billion to provide health care for about 5.4 million patients this year.


The report is "a stunning indictment of this administration's commitment to our troops," said Sen. Patty Murray, D-Wash.


Democrats urged Nicholson to provide an accurate plan for how it will meet veterans' needs in the future.


"We should not be running a VA system that is going to be short on the funding for health care," said Sen. Ken Salazar, D-Colo.


House Democrats began circulating a letter to President Bush asking that he "fully fund" the VA so it will not have to rely on "accounting gimmicks" and "inaccurate health care projections" when developing its budget.


Investigators said the VA knew 2005 would be a tight budget year and attempted to manage the expenses and cut costs. But officials were overly optimistic — and sometimes plain wrong — about how effective the changes could be, the GAO found.


One plan called for the VA to reduce the average daily patient workload in its nursing homes. But the proposal would have required the agency to cut staff and discharge or transfer in a short time potentially thousands of veterans with severe, chronic physical or mental disabilities.


The plan also would have forced the veterans to dip into Medicaid, private insurance or their own savings to pay for care, the GAO found.


Instead, in June 2005, with three months left in the budget year, the administration requested an extra $975 million from Congress to meet its expenses. That included $273 million for Iraq and Afghanistan veterans.


A month later, the administration asked for an additional $1.977 billion for the 2006 budget year.


In response, Congress required the VA to provide quarterly status reports. But the GAO review found the agency has omitted important information from the reports about the cost to treat patients.


The agency has since worked to improve its estimates and its coordination with Congress and the administration's budget office, according to the GAO.


San Francisco Chronicle

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Leave My Child Alone

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Project on Defense
Alternatives

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GI Rights Hotline

Draft Resistance

Refusing to Kill

Selective Service -
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Military Families
Speak Out

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Bring Them Home
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The 'freedom' my son died for

Cindy Sheehan
Sunday, February 5, 2006


I was arrested in the U.S. Capitol minutes before the State of the Union address last week for wearing a T-shirt that pointed out how many Americans, like my son, Casey, have been killed in Iraq. The T-shirt simply said: "2,245 Dead. How Many More?"

During the address, President Bush uttered the word "freedom" 17 times, saying that was what our troops were fighting in Iraq to defend. At a minimum, you'd think we would all have the freedom to express ourselves through slogans on a T-shirt. Is this what my son died for? Is this theft of our precious freedom of speech the "noble cause" that Bush told us our soldiers are fighting for?

Sure, I'm outspoken and don't shy away from protesting. But that wasn't my plan. Before the speech, I had been given a ticket by Rep. Lynn Woolsey, D-Calif., who has worked to press Congress to bring the troops home.

At first I didn't want to go, and I gave the ticket to someone who gave it back. I would not have been disruptive out of respect for Lynn and the other members of Congress I admire.

I intended to make a statement, not a scene. Had I wanted to create a disruption, I would have waited until the president arrived to reveal my shirt.

My ticket was in the fifth gallery, front row. An officer -- who a few minutes later would arrest me -- helped me to my seat. I sat down and was warm from climbing three flights of stairs, so I unzipped my jacket. The officer saw my shirt and yelled, "Protester!" He hauled me out of my seat and shoved me up the stairs.

The officer ran, pulling me with him, to an elevator, yelling at everyone to move out of the way. He handcuffed me as we rode down and took me outside to await a squad car.

Despite what was said in several reports, I was never asked to change the shirt or zip up my jacket. If I had been asked to do those things I would have and expressed concerns about the suppression of my freedom of speech later.

I was roughly (I have the bruises and muscle spasms to prove it) hauled off and arrested for "unlawful conduct." The reports about my being "vocal," attributed to the police, are also untrue.

Lawyers have advised me that I was well within my constitutional rights to wear a T-shirt emblazoned with a slogan. The police belatedly agreed and said they would drop the charges. I don't understand how they could have held me in jail for four hours before saying this was all a mistake.

After my personal items were inventoried and my fingerprints taken, a sergeant came in and looked at my shirt and said, "2,245, huh? I just got back from there." I told him that my son died there.

That's when the enormity of my loss hit me. On top of losing my son, I lost my First Amendment rights. Where did my America go? I started crying in pain.

What did Casey die for? What did the 2,244 other brave Americans die for? What are tens of thousands of them over there in harm's way for? For this? I can't even wear a shirt that has the number of troops on it that Bush and his arrogant and ignorant policies are responsible for killing.

Polls indicate that the people in our country and Iraq want this war to end. The war is making this country and the world less safe and secure. It's time to stop the killing by bringing home the troops.

I wore the shirt to make a statement. I believed it was my right to do so.

I don't want to live in a country that prohibits any person from wearing, saying, writing or speaking over a telephone negative statements about the government. That's why I am taking my freedoms and liberties back. That's why I am not going to let the Bush administration take anything else away from me. They already took my son. That was more than enough.

Cindy Sheehan, co-founder of Gold Star Families for Peace and a member of Military Families Speak Out, lives in Berkeley. This commentary appeared originally in the Los Angeles Times.

San Francisco Chronicle

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War is hell, especially if you make public complaints about military

Bill Katovsky
Sunday, August 28, 2005


In the process of working on "Patriots Act: Voices of Dissent, an Oral History," I have spent the past year interviewing federal whistle-blowers, peace activists, environmentalists, politicians, journalists and even a former special assistant to the president for combatting terrorism. Some risked careers, others prison by taking a personal stand on issues that deeply mattered to them. Their actions embody what is best about our national character. They repudiated the false suffocating claims by those who have hijacked American democracy through gross distortion and partisan misrepresentation. Despite being among our nation's true patriots, these dissenters were often labeled "un-American" by their opponents and detractors.

Our country, after all, was built on the brawny shoulders of protest. Staff Sgt. Lorenzo Dominguez, 45, of California's Army National Guard is a textbook example of what happens to a soldier who complains to the media: His military superiors will punish him; fearing retaliation, fellow soldiers will snub him. I first interviewed Dominguez in December. He had been recently quoted by name in a Los Angeles Times report that detailed training, morale and equipment problems of the 1st Battalion of the 184th Infantry Regiment, headquartered in Modesto, which represents one-sixth of the state's National Guard. The battalion was preparing for deployment to Iraq and was temporarily stationed at a training base near Fort Bliss, Texas.

"Some of us are going to die (in Iraq), and some of us are going to die unnecessarily because of the lack of training," Dominguez told reporter Scott Gold. "So I don't care. Let them court-martial me. I want the American public to know what is going on. My men are guilty of one thing: volunteering to serve their country." In civilian life, Dominguez is vice president at a mortgage bank. He's a Republican, married, and has a daughter and young son, Reagan, named after the former president.

The military's suffer-in-silence culture discourages publicly airing its dirty laundry. Not surprisingly, Dominguez's battalion superiors came down hard on him after the unwanted publicity. Dominguez, a veteran of 15 years in the Guard and Marine Reserves, is now back home with his family. He never made it into Iraq. While in Kuwait, he developed a potentially fatal medical condition and was evacuated to Germany on a hospital plane. These days, when speaking to Dominguez, you immediately detect a resigned weariness in his voice. This formerly gung-ho squad leader is sad, depressed, can't sleep -- an indirect consequence of trying to tell the truth publicly about the Guard because he wanted to save lives on the battlefield.

What follows are excerpts from my interviews with Dominguez that took place over the span of eight months:

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I decided to speak out because it's the difference between life or death. I'm very in touch with my mortality. It's the difference of being prepared and not being prepared. At 45, I don't feel like bullets can bounce off my chest anymore like I did when I was 18, 19. That's why the military really loves the teenagers who think that nothing bad can happen to them.
The quality of the training was so poor and so pathetic. But do you know how much money we wasted in this dumb boot-camp environment? Mexico has better equipment, and in certain instances, our Humvees were worse than the Mexican army's. They were breaking down all the time.

Everybody complains, but nobody can do or does anything. I mean, they complain to the chain of command, but the chain of command really doesn't care; they just want to make their rank or get the next star. I just realized how cruel it really is when you just become another body to be thrown into the grinder. But I was responsible for nine men in my squad as their squad leader. I made commitments to them and to most of their mothers and fathers that I would bring them back home from Iraq in one piece.

The military's response

The base's upper command accused me of endangering the military and possibly aiding the enemy. I was told by the public affairs officer that the Times article would probably be grabbed on by al Qaeda and Al-Jazeera, and that we would be shown that we don't want to fight. That just cannot be further from the truth.

After the article came out, a phone call was made to my wife that was threatening in nature. The person -- it was a woman who was a family support coordinator for our company -- had called on behalf of my first sergeant. She said there would be retaliation from "up." I lost command of my squad and my men.

However, I was told that I was going to be given another squad in a different company, but that never happened. The lieutenant colonel -- our battalion commander -- said to us at one of our formations that by speaking to the press, the only thing that I achieved was that we would be labeled whiners and complainers. Instead of going out on patrols and doing infantry stuff, we would probably be relegated to doing security-guard-type duty. He was blaming me. It's better to blow up the insurgents than to be blown up. I was made the scapegoat for an entire company of over 600 men.

Some of them stopped talking to me. Several of them would give me the evil eye. Some of the men who understood the reasons behind what I had said felt intimidated because they saw what was happening to me publicly. So they immediately quieted down. These are kids.

On Dec. 19, after we had a final formation prior to us being released to come home for the holiday season, the lieutenant colonel ordered the entire battalion to fall out of formation and gather around him in a quasi-organized formation. He said to all of us, "Well, you know, you guys can go ahead, when you go home and speak to the f -- media, it won't make any difference. You want to call the media? You want to give interviews? Go ahead! Has anything better happened? Has anything changed since you spoke to the media? Not a goddamn thing! Is anything going to change? You better f -- believe it's not! The only thing that we got out of this was silk panties."

What happened is we had been issued additional uniforms and we were issued long johns made out of synthetic material called Polartec and so he attributed that to my going to the media as the reason for us receiving this additional gear.

Kuwait

After arriving in Kuwait, we trained at Camp Buehring for another two weeks before going over the berm into Iraq. I still didn't have my gear, not even a weapon. I was given basically menial tasks to perform. I really didn't have a job. I was not given any particular duties which would be commensurate to my rank as a staff sergeant. I was soon transferred to brigade headquarters. I was finally issued a weapon. The entire time I was there, I fired six bullets from my M4 carbine and that was the extent of my training in Kuwait. That's how many bullets it took for me to hit the target, also known as zeroing your weapon.

We never received the armored Humvees either. What we were given are what's known throughout the army as Mad Max armor and, basically, they are these ill-fitting rusting steel plates that we were required to install on our vehicles. They afford you limited protection against small arms fire, meaning bullets -- small caliber bullets -- but they will not protect you against IEDs, or improvised explosive devices. They will not protect you against any RPGs (rocket-powered grenades). On the floorboards, we were given a directive to just put sandbags. Those things are just a stopgap measure to sort of deflect an explosion in the event that you run over a mine or some other form of explosive device.

Illness strikes

I don't know if it was stress, but one day I was resting in my cot when I began to get chest pains. I went to the medic, and they found that I was having an irregular heartbeat, so they ended up evacuating me on a C-17 hospital plane to Ramstein Air Base in Germany.

In Germany they did a battery of tests and decided that I had an irregular heartbeat due to post-traumatic stress disorder, and so from there they evacuated me to Walter Reed Hospital in the United States, and then I was sent to Fort Bliss, Texas, where they told me that I was going to be stationed for the duration of my deployment on medical hold status, unless I refused medical treatment in which case they would send me home.

I refused medical treatment by the Army. I was processed out and given a separation -- not a discharge -- from active duty. I came home April 30 and returned to work -- my civilian work as a loan officer.

Ducking monsters

I still have an irregular heartbeat. It comes and goes. I could be sitting around or lying down, then all of a sudden, my heart begins to flutter. I'll start sweating profusely, and sometimes I get a feeling of claustrophobia. I never had any symptoms like this before in my life. I used to run 100 miles a month. I cannot sleep. I'm up until 3 or 4 o'clock in the morning. I have to take medication to put myself to sleep. Doctors gave me a drug called Ambien.

I can't get these injured young men I saw on the hospital planes out of my mind. I saw horrible, devastating things on my flights back from Kuwait to Germany and then to the United States. I saw guys who were missing limbs. All the catastrophic injuries were due to IEDs, or improvised explosive devices. I saw a young man from my flight back to the United States with everything basically gone from his nose all the way down to his throat. All gone.

I'm in contact with one sergeant from my old unit. They're based south of Baghdad at Camp Falcon. Three days after they arrived in-country, a taxicab packed with explosives was parked on a road, and as my unit was driving by, the insurgents detonated it. A young man by the name of Cpl. Watkins, who was part of Operation Iraqi Freedom back in March 2003, was killed. I knew him personally. He was in his late 20s. I felt anger, a sense of uselessness, powerlessness. I wanted to fly to Iraq to be with my men. But that's only a fantasy.

My wife, Erlisa, is having a hard time. She's very supportive of what I did. She believes 100 percent in my having come forward and having stated the facts to the media. She was worried that someone would put a bullet in my back over in Iraq.

I'm not the same man that I used to be. I know I will struggle with this depression until my men come back from Iraq. I don't think that my mind will rest, and I don't even know if I will ever be able to rest. I don't have to duck bullets, but I'm ducking my own monsters. I'm a man of conviction. If I had to do it all over, given the same circumstances, and knowing ahead of time what I've been through, I would do it again.

The army says that they encourage freedom of speech. I disagree. There is no freedom of speech in the military. I have paid the ultimate price for speaking out.

Epilogue

Recently, Dominguez's old battalion has been back in the news. Gold, the same Los Angeles Times reporter who was the author of the original Guard stories, wrote that military authorities in Iraq had relieved battalion commander Lt. Col. Patrick Frey from duty, due in part to allegations of widespread misconduct by soldiers under his command. Charges included prisoner abuse and extortion of local merchants.

Dominguez puts the blame on the Guard's senior leadership and what he sees as their penchant for cover-up, damage control and blaming lower-ranking soldiers. "If this was happening in the United States Marine Corps," he said, "heads would roll from top to bottom, no questions asked. Period."

Bill Katovsky is co-author of "Embedded: The Media at War in Iraq,'' which won Harvard's Goldsmith Book Prize. "Patriots Act: Voices of Dissent, an Oral History'' (Lyons Press) is scheduled to be published in March. Contact us at insight@sfchronicle.com.

San Francisco Chronicle

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One Soldier’s Fight to Legalize Morality

by Monica Benderman
Hinesville, Georgia, Thursday, July 7, 2005--

On July 28, 2005, in a small non-descript courtroom on Ft. Stewart, Georgia, a Court Martial is scheduled to begin. Again. One Army NCO who decided that he had no choice but to make a conscious choice NOT to return to war is being put on trial for caring about humanity.

This soldier fulfilled his commitment, he kept his promise to his enlisted contract, and when ordered to deploy to Iraq at the start of the invasion, he went, not because he wanted to “kill Iraqis” or “destroy terrorist cells,” but because he wanted the soldiers he served with to come home safely.

He returned knowing that war is wrong, the most dehumanizing creation of humanity that exists. He saw war destroy civilians, innocent men, women and children. He saw war destroy homes, relationships and a country. He saw this not only in the country that was invaded, but he saw this happening to the invading country as well – and he knew that the only way to save those soldiers was for people to no longer participate in war. Sgt. Kevin Benderman is a Conscientious Objector to war, and the Army is mad.

Sgt. Kevin Benderman, after serving one tour of duty in Iraq, filed for Conscientious Objector status, his Constitutional right. His commander refused to accept his application and one called him a coward. One chaplain was ashamed of his lack of moral fortitude, another, of higher rank, testified to the true sincerity of Sgt. Benderman’s beliefs, in writing. A military intelligence officer decided that he knew matters of the soul better than a man of God, and recommended to deny the CO claim. Five commissioned officers who had never met Sgt. Benderman agreed with the “intelligent officer” and the claim was denied, twice.

More than two weeks after my husband was placed in the Rear Detachment unit here at Ft. Stewart, charges of Missing Movement and Desertion were filed against him, even though he has never missed a single day of duty in almost ten years. At the first Courts Martial proceedings, the investigative hearing was over turned. According to the judge’s decision, the presiding officer had shown implied bias toward Sgt. Benderman, and a new hearing was ordered. As the session adjourned, the same command that brought the first charges were marching up the aisle in the courtroom to file a new charge, Larceny, against Sgt. Benderman.

The command that brought the charge, had erroneously ordered combat pay to be paid to Sgt. Benderman, along with 7 other soldiers in their unit. Rather than accept their responsibility for the error, these leaders chose to punish Sgt. Benderman for the mistake, and have yet to discipline any of the remaining soldiers for the officers’ gaffe.

The new investigating officer strongly recommended dismissing this larceny charge, but the convening authority, Ft. Stewart’s garrison commander, pressed on and filed the charges anyway, along with desertion and missing movement. The Courts Martial is scheduled to begin on July 28. The games began in January.

At the conclusion of the first hearing, I returned to the courtroom briefly for some things I had forgotten. The lights were dimmed, and no one was there. This small dark room, vintage WW II, had a reverent calm. Desks and chairs sat waiting, slightly turned, empty jurist panel, attorney’s podium – the stage had been set. I look back on it now, and the feeling is strangely surreal.

Last week we learned that the United States Supreme Court allows itself to keep the Ten Commandments hanging on the walls of its chambers, as a testimony to another form of law. The guardian of the Constitution of our country, presiding over the human rights of our people, maintains that the Ten Commandments, religious context aside, represent a form of law that is powerful enough to occupy a place in its chambers.

In a small, quiet courtroom, on the Ft. Stewart military installation, the stage is set. One soldier who, after firsthand experience with the destructive force of war, decided to take the Ten Commandments at their word – “Thou Shall Not Kill” – and use the rights given to him to declare his conscious objection to war, to no longer be in a position to voluntarily have to kill another human being, is now on trial for not wanting to kill.

The Army has removed itself so completely from its moral responsibility, that its representatives are willing to openly demand, in a court of law, that they be allowed to regain “positive control over this soldier” by finding him guilty of crimes he did not commit, and put him in jail – a prisoner of conscience, for daring to obey a moral law.

It is “hard work” to face the truth, and it is scary when people who are not afraid to face it begin to speak out. Someone once said that my husband’s case is a question of morality over legality. I pray that this country has not gone so far over the edge that the two are so distinctly different that we can tell them apart.

A sixteen year old in New York, was charged with involuntary manslaughter yesterday for stabbing another teen in the chest twice, over a computer game. There is no question of why. He broke a law – a legal, MORAL law – “Thou Shall Not Kill.”

After seeing war firsthand, Sgt. Kevin Benderman chose to follow a legal, MORAL law – “Thou Shall Not Kill.” A form of law significant enough to be represented on the walls of our Supreme Court. The US Army cannot let him go. I have to ask – “WHY?”

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Is there any hope?  Email received from Vietnam Vet

From: Buffalo <brwwinc@ix.netcom.com>
To: mail@lysistrataproject.org
SendDate: Wed, 11 May 2005 19:18:44 -0700
Subject: Is there any hope?


Please explain to me why I am no longer considered a Vietnam vet, because my feet never touched land. I don't understand what is happening to Navy veterans from Vietnam. They are now telling me that I had to set foot on land to be "in Vietnam". I spent 6 months in the Gulf of Tonkin, and was sprayed repeatedly by seawater used to wash planes, some I'm sure flew through clouds of dioxins.

The following are the details of how I have been abandoned by my
government.

In May 2000, I was diagnosed with a cancerous tumor (soft tissue
liposarcoma), caused by exposure to Agent Orange! After 8-9 weeks of excruciating radiation therapy (4800 rads), the tumor was removed along with two muscles from my left leg.

Following surgery, I received an additional 2000 rads of radiation in four treatments through tubes placed in my legs during surgery. Prior to the first of these treatments, I was told by the Dr, "We have never done this to all sides of the nerve, so you will have to tell us what's happening." Well, from the first treatment, I have lost all of the feeling in some parts of my leg, most of the normal feelings in other areas, and constant pain in what areas are left.

Not only was I left with the leg problem, but also prior to the first
radiation treatments, I was asked if I had all the kids I wanted? When I asked why, I don’t have any yet, would this effect it? I was told "You probably won’t, after this! They were right! I have not been able to perform successfully since.

I have been on pain medication trying to get some relief, for the last four years! It gets no better! But, it has gotten worse! In addition, my mental state has been taking a beating. I can no longer perform as a "Wild West" entertainer, as a lover can to my wife, or as a provider for a family. That really takes a toll on an old cowboy!

Now , as of July 2003, the V.A has changed its mind and claims that technically I was never "in country", a definition that I understood included those of us stationed in the Tonkin Gulf.

As a member of the radio div., most of our off duty times, when not
asleep were spent on the catwalks just below the flight deck. We were often sprayed by what we assumed to be seawater and possibly some spilled jet fuel. But the question arises, what else was washed off of aircraft or out of aircraft tanks? What was in the seawater used to hose the decks and aircraft equipment?

On more than one occasion, I saw dirt and small pieces of debris cleaned off returning aircraft, of all kinds. Could they have flown through an area that had just been sprayed? Could they be carrying any residue? Doesn’t the wind blow?

I have also been told by officials that pilots dumped excess agent
orange left in the tanks, into the Tonkin gulf, before returning to land
at the bases of operation. Once again, What was in the water?

My meager but barely livable disability compensation has been severed since July 1, 2003, according to the last notice I received. I have nowhere to turn! Please give my situation your capable attention. I cannot be the only one this is happening to, from the comments I hear all Naval types serving in the Tonkin gulf are out.

The fact I was diagnosed with an Agent Orange caused tumor, permanently crippled by the surgery and treatment (some experimental), in constant pain even though I was taking 4 to 5 pain killers a day and 2 valiums at night, just to get 4 or 5 hours of sleep. Then after almost three years of complaining about a leg that felt like it was about to explode, I am told that it wasn’t Agent Orange caused and that I will no longer receive compensation. Plus I must reapply for treatment at the V.A.!

Turns out I was correct! My leg was about to explode, and almost did, just before Thankgiving of 2003. My leg became very red, swollen and soar. After two trips to the LSU at the Carl T. Hayden Medical Center, they decided to open my leg up again. When they did, they drained almost a quart and a half of fluid out of the cavity left by the removal of the tumor and two muscles in September of 2000. They left the wound open for two weeks while they changed the packing twice daily. They sewed me shut and sent me home. When the last stitches were removed on Christmas Eve, I thought I was done!

Just two days later, I started spewing fluid from a small hole in my
incision. This facilitated another surgery to install a hemo-vac to draw
out the fluid, which I wore for quite a while. In fact I wore it up
until the incision opened up again and caused it to lose suction. At
this point, I had a gaping wound that required daily nurse home
visits to unpack and repack, ever since April.

Unfortunately, I am in worse shape now than I have ever been, due to some damage brought on by a wound vac, which caused the pain to spike around the end of May,possibly from a bound up nerves and other functions. That is when they gave me enough pain medication, that I nearly committed suicide. My left leg no longer has any feeling from the knee down, I have no control of my ankle and I can no longer walk with a cane. I require a walker or wheelchair.

The plastic surgeon at the VA wanted to refer me to a neuro-surgeon, but told me they didn't have one at the VA presently.

Being thoroughly disgusted with the delays and incompetency of some of the doctors at the VA, I went to an outside plastic surgeon, who performed yet another surgery on Veteran's Day 2004, to clean up the mess left by the previous surgery. At the time, he told me that the longer this problem had existed the longer it would take to find out if any of the functions have returned. I am still unable to walk, have a nurse coming every morning to pack the healing wound, and am about to lose my mind.

As of July 1, 2003 my 100% equivalent compensation came to an end! However my 100% disability remains! I still require heavy pain
medication! I still have trouble sleeping! My depression not only
remains, but also is getting overwhelming. Soon, I will have used up
what little savings I have and will be totally at the mercy of the
welfare system. I’m not proud of that fact!

I have worked hard all my life and have attained what most only dream of. I own my home, free and clear, modest as it may be. I own two vehicles, free and clear, both at least 14 years old and I have only a few thousand dollars debt in my name. However, I will lose it all, if I
cannot pay the taxes!

I am not physically able to go back to work, even though I would like to. I have always been a very independent person, who was a good provider for my wife. She now must not only provide for me, but take care me also. That in itself has taken a toll on both of us.

I await your reply and hope you can either correct this situation or at
least set the wheels in motion for a resolution.

Respectfully,

Richard A. "Buffalo Rick" Galeener

I give permission for you to get any and all of my medical records needed for your attention.

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